Back in banglore for a bit . Feels great . Just being here keeps me more relaxed . Makes me realize what i was missing and makes me appreciate what i had. Which includes my friends.
The problem that i was facing have been previously mentioned . But i think my anger was misplaced . I think now i'm angry that i got angry . The simple thing i forgot is my own philosophy . Take what comes and move on as if nothing happened . The mentality that i had worked so hard to built was torn down by the conditions in my new residence . I think i just got caught up in the shityness of it all. Got lost in the crowd of negativity and hate . But instead i should have spent my time just not giving a shit . Just smiling my way through all the so called injustice and overall below par treatment. Cos lets be honest its not worth it . These people are not worth it . Their hollow words and re assurances might work for someone else , but i have come to understand once again the big bad world we live in and the people that inhabit it. This is the reality and that is where i need to live and find my own ways to survive. My career has barely started and the the amount of sacrifice thats expected is not something that i'm looking forward to. The need to adapt and manage exists but things have limitation and mine was crossed a long time ago .
Well either way soon things should change and life will move on , just need to take care about the direction its headed in cos nows the time to do something about it . Let the chronicling continue...
